**Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass. It is about learning to dance in the rain.**

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Happy 10 months baby girl!!!!!



I never dreamed I would be celebrating Kinsey's 10 month birthday from home without her. For some people it is one thing to know that the adoption is going to end soon and they will have PGN approval, but for those like us, we have nothing to make us comforted that it will end soon. We have to find our birthmother first and this is making me crazy!!!!!! We have not heard any new news on the progress of the hunt for her. There are 4 families in the same situation and none have been located yet. It has been approx. 6 weeks or so since we heard this news about them being unable to find her. UGGHHHHHH!!!!! Then of coarse we know of 2 families that have been approved by PGN without a birthmother interview. How is this happening???? If they do it for one they need to do it for all. I just do not understand. I am very happy for these families. I just want us ALL to have this nightmare over. We have inquired about some "assistance" in finding our BM. We shall see. Please pray that we find comfort in the decisions we make about our case and that the Lord guides our attorney to the place that our BM is. Or best case scenario, we get approved without a birthmother interview. I hope you all have a great weekend. Here a some pics of Kinsey girl on our visit last month.

8 comments:

Eric and Michelle said...

I keep praying ....

Steph said...

It's so maddening. I really don't even know what to say, Brittney. My heart is just aching for your family and for Godspeed that this will be resolved very soon.

Pam L said...

I wonder why it is we were picked to ride in this very uncertain boat together? Maybe someday we'll have the answers, but for now, we've just got to keep praying! I'm really ready for some answered prayers!
Happy 10 month birthday Kinsey!

Sandy said...

Happy 10 months baby Kinsey!

Brittney, I can't imagine the daily torture you go through of NOT knowing. I've always believed that is the hardest part of the IA process--not knowing. You have the ultimate uncertainty in your case and my heart breaks for you and Kinsey. Our church held a 24/7 prayer last week. (Someone literally at the church praying 24 hours a day for 7 straight days.) I lifted Kinsey, Nola and all of the other babies waiting to come home to God. I know that God can make this miracle happen. Praying it's soon....

Will and Aileen said...

Brittney,
I know you read my post about God's miracles in the gentle whispers on Ariana's blog. I will pray that those gently whispered miracles will one day give you peace over why you must wait so long for Kinsey. You are in our thoughts, and we will pray for Kinsey to come home soon.

Stacie said...

Could you private e-mail me. I might have some usefull information on locating BM's
Thanks
Stacie
Tazandme0597@aol.com

The gFamily said...

Happy 10 months sweet, sweet girl! You are so beautiful! We are praying for you and all the other babies that need to come home to their forever families!!

Courtney said...

Happy 10 Months........Praying for you guys. Courtney